Radiology Lump Time

So I have spend so much time at Kaiser lately that I think I should just rent a room.  I already go once a month for an IV infusion as I do not make antibodies.  As a result, I get antibodies infused into my system so I can live among the normal.  That is what the picture above is all about.  I have been doing these infusion since 2002 and they keep me healthy.

I also found a lump in my left boob a few weeks ago which triggered a whole new level of fear.  I have watched both my mother-in-law and Aunt battle (for some reason the word battle cancer just doesn't resonate with me at all) breast cancer and watching my mother pass away from pancreatic cancer 67 days ago... yup the lump sent me into a new fear cycle.  The lump is about the size of a quarter and I thought I totally missed its growth because I was so occupied with my mother's illness.  I ended up in the doctors office and radiology to find out it is a cyst - benign cyst.  I actually cried when she told me the news as I thought I just can't cancer journey.  As it turns out, God does not have that journey in my path.  Thank you Jesus.

Life seems to be coming in many directions at me and I must lean into His word - So the morning of the radiology exam, I was lead to read 1 Corinthians 10:13 and felt very peaceful.  An encompassing peace that I have felt before.  It felt good to be protected by His word and love.

May I continue to find strength in God's word and His foundation.  I am lucky and in love with his word.   October is breast cancer month - take the time to check them out.